urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazy_lush69 crazy_lush69 crazy_lush69 2006-06-17T07:14:13Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazy_lush69:40912 2006-06-17T07:14:13Z 2006-06-17T07:14:13Z dandilion -- nicole richie <p><strong>i saw the breakup and it was soooo good...&nbsp;<br />&nbsp;i laughed sooo hard in the early beginning of the movie, i was crying.<br />i didnt like the end, disappointing...&nbsp;<br />&nbsp;and i cried bcuz it was sad at like a part<br /><br />why am i such an ass? i have this chance, and everytime i have some excuse. why am i so scared? why cant i just suck it up and stop bein so dumb about it. something that could potentially be good for me, and i throw out the excuse im tired...&nbsp;<br /><br /><br />grrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /><br /></strong></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazy_lush69:27052 2006-01-31T02:54:01Z 2006-01-31T02:54:01Z you're beautiful -- james blunt <p><strong>i can admit it... im afraid... really afraid...</strong></p> <p><strong>&nbsp;no guys want me, no guy wants to date me... all i have are these STUPID little crushes on guys. and its not like they are returned. </strong></p> <p><strong>its always said&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; "you want what you cant have"</strong></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><strong>im afraid one day i am gonna fall for someone... and im gonna be hanging around a bunch of guys... and what if that one guy ive been having my major crush on for soooo long... realizes maybe i do want her, now that i cant have her... and approaches it... and bcuz its been something i wanted so bad in the past... i go for it... knowing i have something so good going on... </strong></p> <p><strong>i guess what im sayin is, im afraid to fall in love, and then have that temptation surround me... will i be able to control myself from taking control over something ive always wanted... or will i give into temptation...</strong></p> <p><strong>but what if you have something so great, but that temptation might be something even better... </strong></p> <p><strong>you dont know until you take the chance, but in the end you might screw up something so perfect.</strong></p> <p><strong>im not saying this will happen to me. bcuz i know it wont. im no where NEAR looking as good as my friends do. they all have guys CONSTANTLY hitting on them. and i sit back and watch, and the only reason they are talking to me is bcuz i am their friend, and you gotta be nice to the friend. i dont think more than half my friends get how it is to sit back and watch the HOT one get hit on... thats how i know this wont happen to me and its a REALLY REALLY big WHAT IF! </strong></p> <p><strong>i guess i never realized how afraid i am of something i want soooo bad!</strong></p> <p><strong></strong>&nbsp;</p>